I know this may sound very "guru" or "spiritualistic". But I feel like I've been filled with a lot of positive energy in the recent months of my life. And today I was able to "feel" or observe what kind of negative engery I had been filled with until that point.

I met with a good friend of mine whom I hadn't seen in a couple months, our schedules just never seemed to work out. She was meeting with some people for a few mintues (some I knew and some I didn't) and invited me along. When I got there and was sitting in their company, I felt really rediculous and out of place. I could feel somehow that these energies (mine and theirs) were not in cooperation with each other. Have I grown that much? I don't feel like it. But I do feel that I've changed to a degree that I'm very happy about... and these people that used to be "friends" of mine, well, I don't miss them (except the one I wanted to see in the first place).

I don't know. Parts of me sometimes think back to the "good old days" and miss them... but the more I think about it... my memories only fill in certain people in them any more.

Do I need to fill in the blanks? No. Do I want to? Nah.

Thank God for the positive and faithful people and friends in my life.