Re: Previous Blog

Sorry, I just needed to get that out. I tried to say something a couple times yesterday, but couldn't due to interuptions.
I'm not saying I don't care how I look, I like looking nice. I love it. I like getting compliments and stuff, that's all well and good. Here goes:

School... all of it. Scott not a popular guy. People who mostly make fun of him and put him down... the trendy people... the "cool" people. Scott didn't want to become like "them". And change can be a scary thing. I'm a fan of change to a degree... I find it exciting a lot of times, but people just have to understand that changing how I look after I've basically looked the same for 25 years.. is a big deal to me. I know to some people it's not a big deal. It kind of makes me feel self-conscious to think that people think I need to change. Whether it's a good thing or a bad thing. So please don't think that the previous blog was some maddening rant... it was not.

Oh, and about the "forget girls" part... I'd like to take that back. I want peace in my heart and in my mind, AND girls.