... awww, who am I kidding, I'm just going to waste my day around my apartment until something better comes along. I hate this part of me. The part of me that won't allow myself to call and ask someone to go do something because they may say that they're busy, which will just feel like rejection. So I just sit and wait until someone plans something and invites me... or until my regular weekly events happen.

What a sad part of life.